There are no friends or enemies

TIRED TO THE MAX = I NEED TO SLEEP, BADLY.

I REALISED I DIDN'T MENTION, TODAY DURING RUGBY ME AND VAL WERE THE MOST IDIOTIC PEOPLE EVER, ALRIGHT PROBABLY ME BUT HAHA. AFTER OUR 1 ROUND AROUND THE TRACK, I SQUATTED ON THE TRACK TO TIE MY LACES AND I WAS SO TIRED AND I TRIED TO GET UP BUT I DIDN'T SEE VAL STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME AND WHEN I STOOD UP, I KNOCKED HEAD ON INTO VAL'S INJURED LEG AND I LANDED ON THE FLOOR WITH MY HANDS ON MY HEAD AND SHE SHOUTED AND HOPPED AROUND HOLDING HER LEG AND MR TAN LAUGHED SO LOUDLY AND EVERYONE ON THE TRACK LOOKED AT US. EMBARASSING MOMENT X 1000.
QUOTES ENGLISH SPEECH 'SHARE YOUR EMBARASSING MOMENTS, IT CAN HELP BRING ABOUT GOOD HEALTH' (HEY, RESEARCH REALLY SAID THAT)

RUGBY = ROLLING ON THE FLOOR AND FIGHTING WITH VAL FOR THE BALL = TIRING TO THE MAX(REFER TO 1ST POINT)

5 REASONS WHY I SHOULDN'T GO UNDER THE NEW CHINA COACH:

1) WE'LL HAVE PROBLEMS COMMUNICATING IN CHINESE
2) MY LOUSY STAMINA + NON EXISTENT SPEED = A LOT OF SCOLDING
3) TRAINING WILL BE LONG AND HARD AND WILL END AFTER 6.45 = LESS TIME TO DO WORK
4) REGULARITY IS SO IMPORTANT I MIGHT WAKE UP AT 5 TO TRAIN EVERYDAY
5) I'LL PROBABLY HAVE TROUBLE GETTING USED TO THE NEW COACH SINCE I'VE TRAINED WITH UPK FOR SO LONG.

PTs:

1) CHEM
2) HISTORY!!!!!
3) GEOG
4) CHINESEEEE, OMG TANHUINING X 10000
5) SS

I NEED TO SCREAM AT SOMEONE LIKE, MARJORIE, SOMEONE WHO'D SCREAM BACK TWICE AS LOUD AND TELL ME TO SHUT UP.

HELLO CHANYUHUI, be happy I named a post after you cause the next time you search your name on this blog you find this happy thing and you can be happy! :D

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY LOVE!

I still think 16's old, but that's just cause I'm 14 and still young! (:
In any case, I love you! I hope you had a great time today.

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TRAINING IN 30 MINS TIME. Homg new China coach = no life. I still can't get over it. Whatever, I'll just drown like a blob of fats later. I'M HUNGRY and I'm eating this wheat biscuit :D I nearly fell asleep in class today! But Val kept throwing pens at me so I woke up. And I shall aim to sleep by 11.30 everyday. I'M HAVING MY FIRST PE LESSON IN MONTHS :D okay, 要去游泳训练了 ): mega sadnessss.

My eyes + my nose hurttttttts. Have been rubbing them non-stop. And I need to sleep so that I don't fall asleep during, let's say PE tmr ): OKAY I'M NOT GOING TO READ SS, DO HISTORY WS OR START ON HISTORY PT ANYMORE. I. AM. SLEEPING. I don't even want to pack my bag ):

Training was fine, sprinting was killer. 1.08 for 100m free :D well, bad but hey, I haven't trained for a long time :D

I need to run moreeee, ran 7 rounds around the track today and I was already panting and panting, so I stopped and did 50 sit-ups and then stopped again and did 7 chin ups and walked home feeling so sore. And I really feel like a blob, having eaten a bar of chocolates D:

SCHOOL = NO AIRCON IN THE AFTERNOON = WANT TO GO HOME
Ah, I dislike teachers who keep picking on my row (Me, Val and Ying). It's not like we talk all the time although half the time Val's the one generating the noise but I still hate it when teachers pick on her >:( I know you love me val (: History = very failed. Was falling asleep with the air-con in the AVA room but luckily I got my comfy jacket today :D

NEW COACH COMING = VERY, VERY, VERY BAD.
I guess I've always taken upk's niceness (?) for granted. Cause now that the new coach's coming, NO REGULARITY IN TRAINING = GET KICKED TO KIDDY GROUP. And of course, tougher sets ): Usually never had trouble making trainings but it's because upk's so understanding but I'm not sure all coaches are like that. I need to better manage my time starting from 2 weeks time, if not, I'll just be a sinking blob by the end of next month, and I should just change to triathlon/biathlon. Ohwell, we shall see. The idea of a new coach still scares me anyhow.

HOMEWORK, PTS.
): ): ): mega sadnesssss.

Thank God It's Friday (Heh, I just learnt it today in class and Valerie kept saying I was lousy, whatever) Really, thank goodness it's friday. One more day in school in the suffocating classroom would have totally killed me. Have been sleeping later than usual doing more stuff but I still can't get use to sleeping later cause the next day I'll just refuse to get out of bed. Have been catching along fine with work but all the PTs are like ): ): x10000. But come to think of it, it's halfway through the term already, 5 more weeks and I can have slightly more time. Will be terribly busy for the next 5 weeks, so I really do hope everything'll be fine, and I need to find time to train, really badly. Came home early today, but I just refused to train cause I just felt so tired and so cold (it was raining again and I felt like I had a fever. KK tomorrow, hope everything'll go fine and we'll get it done soon cause there's math tuition tmr and training and RGS connect (I'm replacing Ame, can't believe it). Can't believe I need to get Chem and Geog PT done by Sunday, okay I ought to stop panicking, really badly.

This week been full of news and I'm really tired.

I STILL HAVEN'T WATCHED BATMAN AND I'M UPSET.

The new laptop is completely killing my eyes, the whole thing is smaller than an A4 paper D: D: D: Must get off soon if not I'm going to get a massive headache from this. School was omg, boring and the classroom was so warm but it was so cold outside I kept hesitating when to wear my jacket and when to get it off,

Am going to take a big, big risk and train today cause I feel awfully guilty and gross and I don't know, I just feel like indulging in self-torture exercise. If it hurts, I'll stop really since I'm doing land I think I might dislocate my shoulder if I didn't stop, ah I have so much self control (: Alright, more tonight if I manage to finish my homework. :D

I can't stop the crazy mind of mine, To hurt.

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TRAINING TODAY = 7.5KM = BAD FOR SCREWED UP SHOULDERS = PAIN TO THE MAXXXX.

I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT I LEARNT IN SCHOOL TODAY. I think I just laughed a lot at all of the stupid things my class can do or say. Really stupid. Math was quite productive even though I need to start on Worksheet 4 during tuition this week, but then again maybe I really should listen to Val and slow down, after all, Ms Kum's still teaching Worksheet 2 but I'm under the impression that I am very slow in math, told you I wasn't that well. Geog was spent in the library wrecking havoc getting high on bookshelves and their books instead of doing productive research, but it was so funny talking about geog PT and getting horribly amused with HeJia's '大头VILLAGE' which she thinks is a very cool name for a village D: Watched some video during Bio and I realised I am very, very lost in bio and I really don't know what's going on so I need to buck up and stop slacking. Philo was like O.M.G. My jaws hurt so much from laughing at all the crazy things and the teacher next door came to complain:

Teacher: Umm, hi could I please close this door and put a table there to keep it closed? Cause I can't hear what my students are saying, yeah thanks.

Hahaha, right. History, was the fourth block after recess and everyone was just dying. And history wasn't exactly the subject to keep us awake plus the air-con in the AVA room was so good, I just needed my jacket and I could just fall asleep there and then. But we made it anyway and I actually managed to present my answers even though I missed all the lessons on French Revolution and didn't get to watch all the gory videos, so that's the best thing that happened today :D RS was funny as usual and I think our CmPs group cannot stop digressing but thanks to control freaks friends like liqi, we managed to get hold of ourselves even though we were still listening the Ama swear and complain (: Went home after that and no one was at home (and there still isn't anyone at home, even though both mummy or daddy aren't at work but out at Taka with daddy's clients, HOMG) Finished history and am supposed to start English SA thing, but I feel sleepy already but I forced myself awake today and I would have gladly just refused to go to school today, but urgh my conscience took over and I got dressed for school.

And mummy was so funny today she drove through the road that was closed and we had to wait forever to get a security check and mummy got so annoyed I decided to get out of the car first, haha. I banged my head just now against the staircase, sat there for a whole 2 minutes and miraculously, my shoulder stopped hurting, HAHA LIKE YEAH, HOW COULD THAT BE. The pain's back a bit but it's so much better than yesterday or even this morning cause now it only hurts a bit to move my arm around, even though it still makes very horrible cracking sounds but I reckon I can take the risk and go for training tmr (: I think that's crazy, but I want to train. And I shall do land tmr and if I can work on the vasa machine + do the backstroke stretch cords, I shan't bother about my shoulder anymore. Maybe I got a bit of a brain damage cause I thought I understood Tamil just now, ohmygoodness what am I doing. There is something terribly wrong with me.

English PT is hardly done
Geog PT is hardly, hardly done
Chem PT is screwed
History PT is killing me + I don't know how to do
SS PT is the ultimate CmPs copycat
Chinese PT is screwed too

Down from 8 PTs at least. I really need some sort of direction now, cause I really am in the I-WANT-TO-GO-TO-HAWAII mood now, which isn't helping at all cause I literally half drag myself to school, but school didn't turn out too bad today, at least I laughed which is a definite change from last week (:

RHD'08 was quite dull this year. The performances weren't as good as last year but good job to all the performers (esp. 109!) for the hard work in any case (:

Went home at 11.30 today. Haven't been home this early for a long, long time. Intended to watch Batman today, but everyone's being a mugger and going home to study, and anyway was feeling kind of tired (even though I had the best sleep in almost 1 week yesterday night). Got a lift from Ying's mummy, cause I didn't feel like squeezing with the crowd on buses and I was hesitant about cabbing (with a few other friends who lived nearby, it usually turns out cheap when you all cab together), so thank you ying (: Dropped off at J8 and thought of getting lunch but I really couldn't eat, so I got a subway cookie and wanted to walk home when it started raining. I didn't even realise it was raining until I was under the rain walking for the last 10 seconds. (To think I have a reaction time of 0.66sec) So I ended up walking all the way to the bus stop and waiting for a bus to come. Got back home and bathed, read for a little while and fell asleep while reading about brains, heh. Mummy bought lunch for me and daddy and now, I think I'm going to read somemore, sleep somemore, wake up and get myself sorted out a bit so that I can set my mind on studying again tmr ): ): come to think of it, Vienna still has one of my bangles, ohwell.

Won't be able to train for a while. Really hope it's 'A WHILE'. Still can't raise my arm, and it keeps cracking at random intervals. But I'm glad it didn't end up in a cast, but I still am having trouble putting on my clothes plus washing my hair. Urgh, sometimes, I just hate backstroke so much.

Just something I came across in the HorribleScience book I'm reading :D (yeah, I do read such intellectual books!)

'I often wished I could forget things. Sometimes all these facts and numbers and lists jostle in my mind like a huge crowd = like words in poetry or sparks in a fireworks display. They drive me crazy! The greatest gift is to forget things. But that's one gift I will never possess. Forgetting is a wonderful thing.'

I want to forget, to put everything behind. You have given me pain beyond my ability and I need a break.

Woke up at 5.15, brushed up, went back to bed at 5.30, woke up at 6 and left for the airport. So that's that, Jie's only coming back in another 3 weeks ): House sure feels empty.

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Spent my day at the airport and sleeping at home cause I've been suffering from really bad insomia and I'm hardly getting any sleep at night (yeah, and I'm getting really grumpy) Went to run at the track just now, only intended to run about 3km but once I started, I couldn't stop, so I just ran and ran and ran until my music stopped. I reckon I ran about 6.4km (16 rounds). Felt pretty good to be running again. My knee left a little sore before that, but I suppose it's just getting rusty. Should start running a lot more from now on (:

Shoulder hurts a lot, a lot ): I'm guessing it's a sprain, but I'm just crossing my fingers cause I don't think sprained shoulders suit backstrokers very well, plus I want to start working on the Vasa machine next week again. Please, please let me get well again. Alright, this has been an extremely boring post but I feel like sleeping, but there's incredible tales tonight and anyway, I doubt I'll be able to sleep, so I shall just sit and read.

Please stop torturing me like this, I'm going absolutely mad, come on, it's not depression all over again, it can't be.

I completely gave on work today so I just finished reading a book and played Minesweeper and slept (:

Training with little kids is so annoying. Mummy didn't wake me up for morning training, so I ended up going for night, with all the little kiddos. Annis and Nat came too, but I was still the oldest, so they made me lead everything ): BULLIES. But training was fun, and a bit slack D:

800m warm up - 100m free/100m no free

2 x (200m free, 100m IM, 100m kick) Rest 30 sec

20 x 50m pull

1) Odd, free on 45sec

2) Even, choice no free on 1.00

Relay. Annoying, I didn't want to be captain, but I was the oldest, so Uncle Sunny made me one of the caps ): We played free, breast, back, fly, IM, free relay. I had many little kiddos who can really SCREAM in my group but heh, we're quite pro. I didn't swim the IM one cause I was so tired after the fly and my core muscles felt like they were scrunched up, so I left the little kids do the work, anyway they were pretty good sports (: We got first, first, fourth, fifth, third (: See, our group's quite good! I chased Elysia for both breast and free to get first heh :D :D But the fly was like embarassing.

Am going to read another book and probably sleep early since I've gotta be up real early tomorrow. Come to think of it, it'll be my first time going out of Bishan this week, I need a life. Really, I think there's something wrong with me, I'd rather lock myself up this week than to get my butt off the round and away from the laptop to go out. ):

Jie's leaving on Sunday ): ): ): ): Am going to be lonely.

I completely gave on work today so I just finished reading a book and played Minesweeper and slept (:

Training with little kids is so annoying. Mummy didn't wake me up for morning training, so I ended up going for night, with all the little kiddos. Annis and Nat came too, but I was still the oldest, so they made me lead everything ): BULLIES. But training was fun, and a bit slack D:

800m warm up - 100m free/100m no free

2 x (200m free, 100m IM, 100m kick) Rest 30 sec

20 x 50m pull

1) Odd, free on 45sec

2) Even, choice no free on 1.00

Relay. Annoying, I didn't want to be captain, but I was the oldest, so Uncle Sunny made me one of the caps ): We played free, breast, back, fly, IM, free relay. I had many little kiddos who can really SCREAM in my group but heh, we're quite pro. I didn't swim the IM one cause I was so tired after the fly and my core muscles felt like they were scrunched up, so I left the little kids do the work, anyway they were pretty good sports (: We got first, first, fourth, fifth, third (: See, our group's quite good! I chased Elysia for both breast and free to get first heh :D :D But the fly was like embarassing.

Am going to read another book and probably sleep early since I've gotta be up real early tomorrow. Come to think of it, it'll be my first time going out of Bishan this week, I need a life. Really, I think there's something wrong with me, I'd rather lock myself up this week than to get my butt off the round and away from the laptop to go out. ):

Jie's leaving on Sunday ): ): ): ): Am going to be lonely.